Voila! Finally, the Paragraph 175
script is here for all you quotes spouting fans of the documentary about
Nazi persecution of homosexuals in Germany. This script is a transcript that was painstakingly
transcribed using the screenplay and/or viewings of Paragraph 175. I know, I know, I still need to get the cast names in there and I'll be eternally
tweaking it, so if you have any corrections, feel free to
drop me a line. You won't
hurt my feelings. Honest.
We have to
see this romantically,
because in such drastic times
one tends to be romantic.
When bombs fall...
...and explode nearby...
...one looks
to others for closeness...
...and one forgets the bombs,
the war and the stalled train.
One is just close to others.
One does what everyone does
when they are close.
That's what one does.
You're not going to tell me
that while the bombs were falling...
...you made love on the train?
But of course I did!
But of course!
You didn't get that?
You are slow, darling.
You are slow.
Hello! Kari, greetings,
it's Klaus!
Today is not convenient?
Should I just stop by so we can
see each other again?
Then I'll be there around three.
if you want to get rid of me,
just kick me out, that's fine.
I'm excited! Till later!
Oh, I've already talked so much
about the concentration camps.
You know,
it's more than fifty years ago.
There have been so many
other, better impressions...
...than such shitty shameful deeds.
Look, with time they've all
been torn out.
Why do you tear them out?
I throw them away.
Those are uncomfortable memories.
I've spoken about it before,
I don't want to anymore.
That's in the past for me.
I don't have much time
for this movie.
More than half a day,
I refuse.
I'm here
but let's make it short.
Very short.
Otherwise, I can't.
Okay,
let me, let me.
I'm not dead yet!
I swore never to shake hands
with a German again.
And here you are.
it's terrible.
You can't understand this,
because you're not from
the same generation.
This is the difficulty
between us today.
You're trying hard
to understand me.
And I'm trying not to hurt you.
Because it's difficult to talk
about that time.
This is the Schwanenburg.
it was a dance club.
A normal bar...
...but on certain days
it was rented by homosexuals.
Then there was much joy,
and even more screaming.
There was homosexual dancing,
and once in a while,
just to get the queens going,
someone would shout,
''The police are coming!''
Everyone would hike up
their skirts and run.
But the police
never really came.
Today, it's hard to imagine...
...how wild it was in Berlin...
...after the to war.
Everything went topsy-turvy.
Men danced together
and so did women.
in Berlin, those were
the golden years.
I think in all of Berlin
you were free,
you could do
what you wanted.
We had three
very well known clubs.
One was in the north...
...where proletarian girls came.
Usually in their
Sunday best costume...
...their smoking costume.
I was a bit scared, I must say.
if you have never seen...
...boyish and
masculine lesbians...
...and such a heap of them.
I was surprised,
I had to get used to it.
And funnily enough,
I saw one woman...
...which looked a little bit
like Marlene Dietrich.
Anyway, I wanted
to get to know her.
But she didn't
care for me, of course.
I was a silly little girl.
But she is the one...
...I saw occasionally later on...
...who saved my life,
because she was the one
who sent me this permit.
She went to England before.
Sports became the center
of my life.
I had an athletics teacher...
...a blond Jewish teacher.
Oh, my!
So slim and strong and beautiful.
One day we were
showering together...
...and I jumped on him.
Exactly the opposite of the
pederastic teacher...
...I jumped on him!
I ran home to my mother
and said,
''Mother, today
I had my first man!''
You were born here?
Born here.
But not in this apartment?
No. One floor below.
Have you forgotten
the boys, Hein
- I haven't forgotten.
- You haven't forgotten.
Back in here, off to the side,
was the couch.
Now it's hidden
under the boxes.
- This was your room, right?
- Yes.
The boys' room.
it was all done up with
boy scout souvenirs and photos,
with the guitar
hanging on the wall.
I was the regional leader...
...at the end.
Arrest.
My group and I
could only exist...
...for another six months.
Then the Hitler Youth
moved in on us,
with brass knuckles...
...and other weapons.
There was a lot of resistance.
But they were stronger...
...and in numbers...
...they were superior.
My mother came
from a Christian family,
my father is Jewish.
My mother converted.
When Hitler came,
things began to change.
German boys in the Hitler Youth
had to have uniforms.
Their parents had to rush off
and buy them.
Within four months
the entire class turned brown.
With little black shorts
and brown shirts.
After four months of Hitler...
...someone would
raise their hand:
''Can I sit somewhere else?''
''But why?''
''it smells like garlic here!''
I didn't even know
what garlic was.
We never ate it at home.
Now that I am older,
I know the advantages of garlic.
That was the first insinuation
about the Jews.
Jews are garlic-eaters.
''Can I sit in the back?
''it stinks of
sweaty Jewish feet here!''
That was pretty obvious.
And within two months,
I was sitting alone
in the first row.
They had all
withdrawn from me.
in the truest sense
of the word.
We call it the
Yom Kippur Jews.
They were not very religious,
my family.
But we did hold
the holy holidays.
That's why
we call ourselves...
the Yom Kippur Jews.
The time was very bad...
...people couldn't get work.
And the inflation
was a horrible thing.
At first we didn't believe it.
We laughed about him.
That such a person
like Hitler...
...that the people would
stay behind him.
Promises, promises.
They believed it.
We began to talk about
Hitler in Alsace.
But only in whispers...
...we knew that preparations
were being made.
My older brothers were drafted
into the French army.
We lived in fear of war.
I remember
one speech I heard...
...on the radio:
''Do you want
butter or guns?''
And the people cried,
''GUNS!''
And at that,
my father became afraid.
Turn a little.
No, turn the camera this way.
But then I can't see you.
That's not necessary,
I want a photo of you.
C'mon!
Someone took me
to a gay bar.
He wanted to show me
how it was for Christian gays.
So he dragged me to a bar.
There was an incredible
atmosphere of fear.
They kept looking to see
who's coming in now.
Some of them had told me...
...things used to be
happy and carefree,
but now they
were being persecuted.
it didn't seem like
persecution to me,
since the bar was still open.
But they said this bar is
only open to round us up.
They did this again later
with the Jews...
...they'd let them keep
their meeting places...
...so they could
snatch them up.
in this picture,
you can see my father.
This is my grandfather's house.
We lived on the first floor,
and my grandparents lived
on the second floor.
I didn't fully understand
the situation...
...it didn't register.
But I also
didn't take it seriously.
And then there
were my parents,
I couldn't abandon them.
This is me.
Airways adorable,
with a sweet smile.
What's interesting
in this picture is...
...there is absolutely nothing
Jewish about this face.
He's a little Christian.
No? Absolutely Christian.
My mother's family was Prussian.
Devout Christians. Evangelicals.
For my aunts and for my
family it was terrible...
...they said, ''Oh my God, he's
Jewish and he's gay!''
''Either way,
he'll be persecuted!''
''This cannot end well.''
We once had a plan
to go to Shanghai.
it cost $ each.
Where would
we have gotten $ ?
The family was sure
they could take care of us.
No one knew
what was coming.
I have a very good intuition.
And I had a feeling...
...something horrible
is going to happen.
I made a decision,
I go off in the country.
And I did.
When I was on the farm,
what did we do?
We were singing.
Hebrew.
Hebrew songs.
We were invaded by the Na
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